Another Weigh in Wednesday on a Thursday. Recent history
would make you think I should just name them Thursday weigh in’s but since I do
them on Wednesday, that just doesn’t seem right.
I weighed myself the day after vacay. I weighed in at 235
and some change. Holy bananas! I knew I felt crappy, and I
generally ate like shit. But that shit is not gonna fly. Healthy
eating and a workout gave me this weight the next day for my Wednesday Weigh
in:
I
decided to switch my gym membership from Anytime to the YMCA so that I can hit
up classes and include some swim workouts. I loved Anytime, but mainly
for the convenience and the staff…the staff at the one I went to were
bomb! And the place was kept up like no other. I ended my
membership there as we were planning on moving, so when I got the urge to join
the Y on vacation, I knew I would be able to as my last day at Anytime was the
end of January. And sometimes, I just need a change of scenery.
To say I sometimes feel like a failure on this journey is an understatement. I can work out, but then I off set it with food. I can eat right, but then I am too lazy to go to the gym. I'm definitely not in my groove, and I am definitely not headed in the right direction. I have maintained, for pretty much a year. But do you see what I see? A slow creep up in weight. Ugh...each day is a new day, and tomorrow I want to rock it. I will indulge occasionally (I am a foodie after all), but I am going to try my hardest to find the happy middle. I wan't to enjoy a meal out, but realize that the next day, and the day prior, don't have to also be indulgent moments. I just have to tell myself to just keep going.